The reality of life

..its you..

2006-08-07T06:23:00.000-07:00

It never even crossed my mind
that I would fall in love w/ you
You were always there behind me
but I never looked that way

friends are friends I looked at them
nuth’n more & nuth’n less
familiar things you say & do
seems so strange its not like you

It never even crossed my mind
that I would fall in love w/ you
You were always there behind me
but I never looked that way

funny things that made me laugh
is when I think about the past
I never saw it coming, when I turned around & you were there

I learned today
That I need you more each day
Grab on to you
(please) don’t ever let me go

year ago....

2006-08-07T06:15:00.000-07:00

wow..its been a year since the last time i updated my blog...so whats happen to me then?

duh?! itz better not 2 ask 'bout it....

my lyf completely change dis year of the dog...u wouldnt believe it, but im already a certified mum...YES..u saw it right? im a mum now..

oh well, dats my lyf...dont bother 2 ask anything, coz we have different path 2 teyk...u teyk urs and i teyk mine... so i had to lessen dis 1 and dat 1...refrain from dis and avoid dat 1...it completely change, no nyte lyfz...no hang outs...no anything...but i have 1 thing, and dats mah bahbie..

oh well, so this is it...

I gave birth to my hannie last March 23, 2006 at Our Lady of Peace Hospital in Parañaque. My baby is a girl, named, Hermione Pearl, pronounced as "er-my-knee". She's a certified cute bheibi of mine.lolz. Actually, I created a friendster for her @ (sad_yakee@yahoo.com) feel free to add her. Photos will be uploaded soon.

Well, about my baby? She was delivered normally. But she was a preterm baby T_T. I was afraid the moment I delivered her. No cried of a baby was heard, when she moves out my body. But, now, alomost 4 months have passed, and great improvements occurred.

I wonder wat my nxt stage of lyf wud be...im jst hoping dat it will be gr8 and wonderful...so, till then guys....jst update you by mid of March for d gender of mah bahbie... /no1

Thanx for viewing.

So what if he's not into me pala ???

2005-03-04T18:30:00.000-08:00

There they go! iki, bal, litz then at the present si kicz naman...haaay! yes u're right, and i'm definitely wrong. I olweiz misinterpret d situation. I caught myself thinking of d possible excuses he might into: "Was it something I said 2 him?", "Was Im so timid infront of him?", or "He is just that busy with his work? or maybe with his family?", well, "Maybe his job is too stressful" or "He is just a moody type of a guy?". Many possibility, but d truth is: He's just not into me pala!
Sad, but its true, and I have 2 admit it. Accept the fact, that Im just a friend to him. Nothing more, nothing less. Why is it kze, that I fell to him that fast..Even myself cant answer that 2pid question. Bat' kze ndi ko npansin agad. Maybe, bcoz its only in my mind, in my subconsious mind.
Hard to pretend that, im not affected, but im so affected with it. Im not that insensitive, to feel this strange feelings. Maybe, he is the one who is insensitive at all. He dont even bother 2 ask why?..."Hello, wazzup?"

Arrgggghhhhhhhhh..................

Sometimes, its hard to understand the playful mind of a guy. U didn't know d times when they're serious in their words. Yun pala, they are not interested at ol. Sabi nila, "Men really try 2 avoid upsetting woman", pero its better that they tell it directly 2 the point, what is their intentions or that, they're not interested at all.

I fear rejections, but its better 2 know, ahead of time; It save me from a lifetime of heartache and stress. I dont wanna think, every after then, that they liked me, but NOT. I dont want 2 be torned 4ever. I finally realized, that, "If they want you, they'll find a way. If they're interested, then they'll make a way 2 see/call you."

all-left-broken

2005-02-26T15:25:00.000-08:00

Im all alone by myself >.<

2005-02-26T15:21:00.000-08:00

Am I this sad chobit?

The PAIN inside of this

2005-02-25T15:24:00.000-08:00

People comes, people goes...they just passed by and start to go. Once in your life, you'll find the same, but mind you guys it's just a fling. Not to mention anything, but it hurts to face, that someone in your phase you share the feelings, the feelings you never wanted to happen, but you cannot deny the fact, that you fall for him...Dont be afraid to show it, for you will never know what happens next.

"Alvarez"

2005-02-24T19:41:00.000-08:00

Well, dont know when it started. the only thing that i remember was im with the crowd of different faces of peole. Groggy, tired, sicked and paled. It's a March late graduation when i entered their place and be one of them. It's really unbelievable, ME? being one of them...hahaha? But, then, i learned to get along with them. Dunno how it happened. It such a damned thing to do. Vices were too much; hang-outs everywhere. I met faces of different mankind. Not so ordinary people with sense of scrap in their heads. You'll hear them saying, "Oi, san tau ngaun?" "Alaws arep ako pare!".."whew! hindi naman problema un eh.." "Tama na yan, hahaba lang e." But, then there was something in them, that not everyone possessed. -They know how to lend a hand to others, like a true brothers-. They make their life easier by simply standing in their teritory pretending no intricacy at all. But, then, just like what everyone ones thoughts "truth shall prevail", and so be it. You cannot hide it! For sure you cannot suppress those problems you bump into. "Tara uwi na tau, Gosh", "Sige mauna ka na, dito muna ako...bukas na ako uwi ng 6am". Everyone spent time in Alvarez, just to forget the little jam in their head. So Stupid, senseless, unreasonable, silly, but it's true.